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May. 5th, 2006 04:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chasingkerouacOften times we realize something about ourselves that we'd like to better. I have a problem with expressing things that it's pointless to keep to myself. It always feels better to let things out, I've found. Much healthier that way. Consider it a truth vs. the whole truth thing. And so, looking back on a previous conversation, I need to start doing that.
Why 4am? The truth is that I've always required less sleep than most people. It's just the way I'm hardwired. Always has been. The whole truth is that yes, I do lose more of what little sleep I do get because of that. But, if I didn't, when would I get the opportunity to write like that? Create like that? Collaborate like that? 4am is a sacrifice, but it's a sacrifice I'm willing to make to have that in my life.
And that's the whole truth.
Why 4am? The truth is that I've always required less sleep than most people. It's just the way I'm hardwired. Always has been. The whole truth is that yes, I do lose more of what little sleep I do get because of that. But, if I didn't, when would I get the opportunity to write like that? Create like that? Collaborate like that? 4am is a sacrifice, but it's a sacrifice I'm willing to make to have that in my life.
And that's the whole truth.
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Date: 2006-05-06 03:49 am (UTC)For the next week, I don't have to juggle husband and comp time, at least -- I always feel like a bit of a heel when he pouts 'aren't you coming to bed yet?' at 11 o'early, and I'm like, '...butbutbut... we're in the middle of a storyline...'